the dancing flames in the Wicked Garden, part 1. : Twin Flames, Sacred Union, and Divine Partnership.

 i slipped into a clone made of you

back and to the left..

it's true i'd like to believe

yeah, maybe you were

a lot like me.

but there's no one left like you

you're a picture perfect s T r A n G e.

imagine your lightest shade

coming unchained

i'm losing it

with all these erased recordings

i've been rearranging parts

under the earth i slept

gathering evidence

minding the shifts

we could love like the strangest numb

and save them all

the burning pain here is so eclectic

i found our cage was electric

so let's start bouncing off the fucking walls.

dancing underneath a haunted moon

when we were truly wild

never caring if it was dignified

the way we multiply

the reflection in your eyes

my burning sun will rise

i'll show you what i'm all about

thoughts so sweet

you can taste them in my fxcking mouth

tell me are you scared?

as we slip right in

time stretching us thin

writhing within our lovely sins

TELL ME.

are you scared?

maybe you should be..

but you're not.

because i am you

and you are me.

so howl at the haunted moon

for the first time

in this everlasting life.

we can mourn the burning sun

as it turns RED

and swallows this world whole.

- "the wicked garden" by thunder in a clear sky

dedicated to Sammy <3

in the beginning we are as one being, like right and left.

decisions are made, arrogance is displayed

contracts are made, and love is sworn to be true.

sworn to be true in redundance

as this act we take on is the ultimate proof.

shall we walk correctly with creation

and explore, mourn, admire and curse our existence

as we battle wave after wave

in an endless ocean

red with blood

i'll find your hand, we'll find the shore

and reminescent of my last peaceful medicated moment

i feel im in my home in the eye of a hurricane.

should we build our home here

and understanding that we cannot stay always

cuz we are just foolish lovers

and we'll prove it in reckless acts

again and again in our defiant romance.

then in the end it's eternal

we'll be hand and hand

left and right once more.. but as two beings in one

with identity and form

existing in unending bliss

ethereal sexuality, intimacy

safety, warmth and love.

it doesn't matter the cost

to my health or sanity

i will find you in every life

and no matter who you are

or what your appearance may be

i will love you there too

until the reaper comes for me.

in every timeline. every parelell universe.

cuz our loves rings through forever

transcending all time and space.

it doesn't matter if you're a million miles away

and in a different time and place

if we love eachother it will change us.

1. Twin Flames

ahhh yes... the perfect, romantic, cosmic love story.

you can scour the internet and you'll find a million different things, about this. everyone thinks they want it. every guru claims to understand more, enough to implore you to join their group or get readings, or be guided by them, whom must be the teacher of teachers.

while you can find things that are true.. here and there written by people who have experienced it.. everyones journey is different.

however.. if intuition and chance and the spirit have guided you here, then i won't stumble through this TOO much lmao.

again, before i get into this let me make a few statements just to be clear.

1. please don't comment or email arguing with me about any of this. i can't mind what you believe about it. if you just wanna say something about it, or have questions, sure.

2. while i have experience with this, i'm going to keep my experience out of it as much as possible, and keep this neutral. i also have guided my fair share of people that were having these experiences, so keep that in mind.

3. i'm not saying this in an effort to be right.

4. everything is going to be okay. keep pushing.

i've already stated things about the 11 near flames, one of them being your true flame. your "twin flame" is your true spiritual mirror, while they are just like you, they're inverted as well, just like you're switched around when you look into a mirror.

i don't think there's any specific thing that triggers these experience. there are, however, in my experience general ones.

here are the things i've notice that either occur damn near every time or most of the time:

both of you will see 11:11 throughout your entire life. you won't notice so much when you're younger, but once you realize what it is you'll remember how much you used to see it.

it's almost guaranteed that someone told you 11:11, time to make a wish. well, what did you wish for? money? riches?

i always wished for love. not romance, or sex, just to be really, truly loved.. down to the fucking core of my being.

there is definitely a pattern where one of you will be older than the other by a significant amount of the time. it doesn't always, however if it does, it means that you're in the incarnation or life right now where you and your partner are meant to make it into union.

mostly i've seen from 8 to 12 years.

this is because one of you, before you two were split and incarnated into human form, there was a conversation about what you were going back for, and what you were in for, and i guarantee there was a crazy emotional goodbye.

you'll meet your twin in at least 3 lives. every time you leave one, you incarnate in the in-between back in the spirit world. the reason for this is that you have been a human being before and played out your life, and you finished your task. you finished your task well. now you have the choice to go back for two reasons.

1. as a human being that reaches spiritual ascension, you will completely incorporate, embrace, and stoke the fire of both your feminine and masculine side. i don't mean genders i mean energies, thoughts and feelings, that kind of thing.

when you leave the physical and enter the spiritual realm, it will then be like you are two consciousness in one. like left and right.

this consciousness is a mirror image of your original consciousness.

this is why a lot of shaman and things like that incarnate as two-spirit, like literally two spirit, including me. you can chose to stay where you are, or go back to earth for another round on a mission. as an ascended human being.. you are going to want to do this.

the first reason you come back is to ascend even higher and be at the vanguard of universal expansion, of our ascension into higher dimensions, where we have higher and higher emotions, and the love things are made out of permeate things even stronger, and it feels even more blissful.

yes the end game of this whole thing is to be in a limitless heaven. your ascension into divine union a surreal, otherworldly orgasmic event that is like your wildest dreams. everything that you dream could happen will as you ascend with your twin spirit on two the next page to stoke the sacred fire.

when you do this, you would think that you and that mirror image consciousness would be split apart, and that you'd incarnate to become twin flames.. but the universe is a lot wilder than that.

imagine your soul including both sides of it is a yin yang symbol. one side your masculine consciousness, one side your feminine.

when you incarnate as twin souls.. imagine you turn this symbol to the side, with a line down the middle that is the boundary between masculine and feminine.

rotate the symbol 90 degrees. then duplicate it in a mirror image.

that mirror image is now your twin flame and you incarnate together.

so the first reason i mention is to repeat this process of recognizing, embracing and stoking both sides of your consciousness that now is an undefinable mix of masculine and feminine on both sides, escaping all definition.

this is where you become the sacred clown. the heyoka.

this is a hard path. there are no rule books, maps or guides and you will come out limping and in pain.

you will be born into foul circumstances, you will experience all the pains that planet earth has to offer.

both you and your twin flame will both have to do this.

however, there is a total amount of this burden that you split 50/50 by default.

you will meet eachother in a series of lives.

the first one you will meet them, and recognize them in a vague way. you will love them, you hurt them badly, and you will traumatize both them and yourself so badly that you almost lose your ability to love at all.

your life circumstances will be like you're drowning.

you have to endure this, and you have to love anyway. you will meet your twin early in your life and lose them in tragic circumstances.

they will most likely not even be on the planet anymore.

however, the timeline will be split and they will be alive somewhere else.

you'll them meet a number of your karmic soulmates and near flames which you have soul contracts with and you will learn ultimate lessons about the meaning of love.

you will learn that your twin is never really gone. they are always with you and you carry them in your heart.

you breathe life into them by passing along the love that you have for them.

you will struggle to breathe life into your self and love yourself. your twin wont be there to help you with that.

its likely youll end up in a lifelong relationship with someone you just settle for. if you do this and don't learn these harsh lessons and endure through this pain to empower yourself through the trauma, you will repeat this exercies until you do.

yes you heard me right. this is the most painful, hardest but most beautiful and blissful thing youll ever experience.

after you complete your mission in that incarnation and move to the next, you'll live a live where you and your twin incarnate in two different realities, meaning both of you will be in each reality and you will end up together.

however, you will find the version of your twin before they completed that first life. meaning you get a version of your twin that is going to love you deeply, and make you see the light, and is going to deeply hurt you, and abandon you.

both of you will experience this.

you will most like repeat this life a thousand times.

a thousand times until you learn to love them anyway instead of hating them and turning away from the light and the synchronicities.

until you forgive them for everything they did and the way they left you.

love them completely and continue to send your love to them, as much as it takes away from you, as much as it hurts even if it kills you, and give them anything just because you know deep down they ran away in fear. they didnt love themselves, it wasn't you.

this is the runner/chaser life people talk about. you don't chase though. if you chase you repeat the life and feel it all again.

you just understand that they mirror you, and that if you continue to love yourself, and work on yourself they will, too.

and they will find happiness, and find love for themselves, and they will find love with another, just not twin flame love, but you will never see them again.

you have to be accepting and find peace in this life to ascend from it.

when you do this timeline convergence and miracles will happen.

then it's the twin flame relationship that digs up all of your trauma and the wounds in your soul, at the same time you meet this person.

the time in which you meet them, and are meant to go in union with them will be the most confusing, hardest point in your life. you will have been working on yourself for months and years, struggling through it week after week then day after day. you'll wonder what youre doing it for. you'll think it's easier if you're dead.

by this point you will have met your karmics and fell in love and had your heart broken. you must maintain your will to love at all costs.

then, at the point where you're at the edge of the summit, right when things are about to shift and start going well, your twin flame will fall right in your lap, and it will be the safest, most loving and affection relationship from the jump. you won't argue, you won't doubt eachother.

one of you is probably older than the other.. by like 10 years. why?

you know why.

because you took on more of the burden than they did.

remember i mentioned that? how its an amount of pain and struggle and tribulation that you have to take, between both of you.

you don't have to split it 50/50.

when you take 80 percent of it of course you're gonna go through it for fucking 10 years before you meet hem.

because you're stubborn and you love so deeply and you won't stop and of course you did that. you insisted. well you did that.

it's still not going to be easy

nothing easy is worth having.

2. you're here to prove that love will carry us all. to prove it to the eyes that only see hate. all will be enlightened. all will give in and be loved or be fxcking recycled.

and actually

3. everyone talks about love but no one has really figured it out en masse.. you're actually among the first to actually know what it really means and feel it for real.

welcome to the thunderdome.

don't forget your floaties, kids.

2. Divine Partnership

it seems that much like language and the tower of babel, for whatever reason there are many pieces that fit together spread across an array of different idealogies, traditions and dare i say it: religion and their holy books. mesoamerican legends. the true history of first nations america. across the myriad of different cultures there are many different words that mean the same thing and many different stories that are representive of the same few characters.

actually now that i mention it, the same goes for languages.

there are certain structures and there are and were nations and groups dedicated to burning the truth from the earth. since it is Sacred, and the universe wont let it be fully destroyed, instead it has been scattered. pieces of it everywhere and it causes huge confusion to try and make sense of it, much less put it all together.

english is an empty langauge, an oppressive one. designed to be oppressive. it lacks so many spiritual, and emotional and even feminine and masculine nuances that ancient languages that were closer to the original language had.

algonquian and many other native american langauges come to mind. some asian langauges and even latin is closer to the truth. even greek.

i am half Anishinaabe. our sacred medicine is called Midewiwin. that word means "the way of the heart". like i said, though, it means the way of the heart.

in Midewiwin there is a Sacred prophecy that is older than any arabic or european prophecy that is called the Seven Fires prophecy.

Then seven prophets appeared to the people. The First Prophet told the people that in the time of the First Fire they would leave their homes by the sea and follow the sign of the megis. They were to journey west into strange lands in search of a island in the shape of a turtle. This island will be linked to the purification of the earth. Such an island was to be found at the beginning and at the end of their journey. Along the way they would find a river connecting two large sweet water seas. This river would be narrow and deep as though a knife had cut through the land. They would stop seven times to create villages but they would know that their journey was complete when they found food growing on the water. If they did not leave, there would be much suffering and they would be destroyed. And they would be pursued and attacked by other nations along the way so they must be strong and ready to defend themselves. The Second Prophet told them they could recognize the Second Fire because while they were camped by a sweet water sea they would lose their direction and that the dreams of a little boy would point the way back to the true path, the stepping stones to their future. The Third Prophet said that in the Third Fire the Anishinabe would find the path to the lands prepared for them and they would continue their journey west to the place where food grows upon the water. The Fourth Prophet was two who came as one. The first told them to expect a race of people who had light skin. The future of the Anishinabeg would be known by the face the light-skinned people would wear. If they come in brotherhood there would be a time of wonderful change. New knowledge would be joined with the old knowledge and the two peoples would join to make a mighty nation. Two other nations would join to make four and they would become the mightiest nation of all. If they brought only their knowledge and their good-will they would be like brothers. The second being of the Fourth Prophet warned the light-skinned race might wear the face of death that would almost look the same as the face of brotherhood. "If they come carrying a weapon and if they seem to be suffering, beware. Behind this face is greed. You shall recognize the face of death if the rivers are poisoned and the fish are unfit to eat." The Fifth Prophet said that in the time of the Fifth Fire there will be a struggle between the way of the mind of the light-skinned people and the natural path of spirit of the many nations of natural people. "As this fire loses its heat there will come among the people those who promise great joy and salvation. If the people accept this promise and abandon the old ways, the struggle will continue for many generations. This promise is false and it will nearly destroy those who accept it." The Sixth Prophet told them that in the time of Sixth Fire it would be clear that the promise accepted during the Fifth Fire was false. "Those who were deceived by this promise will take their children away from the teachings of the elders. The elders will lose their purpose in life and many will become sick and die. Many people will be out of balance and the cup of life will become the cup of grief." The Seventh Prophet was younger than the others who had come and there was a glowing light from his eyes. He said that there would come a time when the waters had been so poisoned that the animals and plants that lived there would fall sick and begin to die. Much of the forests and prairies would be gone so the air would begin to lose the power of life. The way of the mind brought to the red, black, and yellow nation by the white nation would bring danger to the whole earth. In this time there will be a new people who will emerge from the clouds of illusion. They will retrace their steps to find the treasures that had been left by the trail. The stories that had been lost will be returned to them. They will remember the Original Instructions and find strength in the way of the circle. Their search will take them to the elders and the new people will ask for guidance. But many of the elders will have walked the Path of the Souls to the Star Web. Many elders will have forgotten their wisdom and they will not be able to help. Some of the elders will point in the wrong direction and others will remain silent because of their fear. Some of the elders will be silent because no one has asked them for their wisdom. If the New People will find trust in the way of all things, in the circle, they will no longer need the selfish voice of the ego and they can begin to trust their inner voice. Wisdom will be once again be found in dreams of the night and of the day. The sacred fire will once again be lit. The Light-skinned People will be given a choice between two paths. If they choose the right path the Seventh Fire will light the Eighth Fire and final fire of brotherhood and sisterhood. If they choose the wrong path, remaining on the path of the mind, then the destruction they brought with them will come back to destroy them. The people of the earth will experience much suffering and death.

in the prophecy above:

the false promise, of course, is Catholicism.

the new people means people of mixed blood that join together in spiritual brotherhood.

the sacred fire is in general just love but it also has to do with sacred partnership. twin flames. twin angels. in my culture it means a union between tricksters, djinn.

it also says that there will be someone that will know the location of the buried scrolls.

a few years back i had a wild experience where i was on White Earth reservation in northern Minnesota.

to make a long story short i woke up at 3:33 in the morning and i thought i had fallen back asleep.. i hazily walked through calf deep snow in the cold in the woods of the reservation..

i came upon a big bon fire, surrounded by a circle of men that were older than me. anishinaabeg man.

we had a conversation in anishinaabemowin - the word means "the original langauge" but it is our sacred, indigenous language.

i'm not fluent in Ojibwe at all but i understood everyword.

after this i walked back to my house, stil thinking this is a weird dream, i layed in my bed and i woke up at 11:11 am with my boots on and melted snow and mud in my bed, wearing my coat and gloves.

ever since that day.. when i meditate and astral project, there is a place in my center where there is a book shelf, and it is full of ancient indian texts...

im not tooting my own horn here.. but just keep reading lmao. i dont think its just me, there has to be more people, but the way the prophecies are written doesn't mean that its buried in the dirt somewhere.

where is the best place to hide something where it cant be destroyed?

IN THE ASTRAL PLANE. THE IMMATERIAL.

in our culture there is a scientific sect to called the Man of the Dawn Sky just thought i'd mention that if you wanna read about it somewhere, i might talk about it later.

anyway.. in our culture, our trickster "hero" is called Nonobozho or Nanabush. there are many stories about him. he is so sacred to use we his name to greet eachother. we say "boozhoo" which means "our tribe" and aniin in reply which means "i see you."

one story comes to mind where in THE GREAT FLOOD, which btw science has proven actually happened at some point i dont remember the exact year, and he's floating on drift wood surrounded by 8 different animals.

these different animals are the same animals that represent our 8 clans. bear, loon, wolf, etc.

these 8 animals Nonobozho had with him actually were people. pairs of people. that became the progenitors of each clan.

if you google "ashkenazi dna cherokee" youll find something interesting.

NATIVE AMERICANS HAVE ASHKENAZI JEWISH DNA. ASHKENAZI IS A WORD THAT ESSENTIALLY MEANS "THE DESCENDANTS OF NOAH". oh, oh yes. we're going there.

ALL NORTHERN FIRST NATIONS TRIBE HAVE TRACES OF ASHKENAZI DNA. 23ANDME AND ITS RELATIVES HIDE THIS. SOUTHERN TRIBES INCLUDING PLAINS TRIBES AND MESOAMERICAN TRIBES, WHICH HAVE EVOLVED INTO LATIN AMERICAN HISPANIC PEOPLE HAVE SEPHARDIC JEWISH DNA. THE DNA OF PEOPLE WHO CAME TO THIS CONTIENENT FROM THE MIDDLE EAST A LONG, LONG TIME AGO.

in Lakota sioux lore, the trickster is called Iktomi. Iktomi appeared as a huge spider. then proceeded to sew the first dreamcatcher out of its silk and then gave it to the people.

The spider represents divine union or sacred partnership.

it has 8 limbs to signify this.

Iktomi. Nonobozho. all native american tricksters. same figure, same concept. sun and moon.

the trickster is both MASCULINE and FEMININE.

SUN and MOON.

YIN and YANG.

so on and so forth.

as above so below.

as within it is without.

in Anishinaabemowin there is a word. Giizus or giizis. it means sun and moon. not sun OR moon. sun AND moon. it also means month, and it symbolizes the number 12.

the sacred clown, the heyoka, the medicine man, shaman: trickster.

trickster : DAEMON.

all northern tribes that are algonquin see Midewiwin as the true medicine.

ok so in Midewiwin there are 4 different types of Shaman.

2 of them are traditionally female roles, 2 of them are traditionally male roles.

i don't know too much about the other two roles that don't apply to me because Midewiwin is extremely secretive within the lodge and even i can look at the sacred texts that apply to those roles but i do know one of them is the Tribal Doctor that uses plant medicine and the other one is a tribal Spiritual leader. moving on.

I am a Midewiwi. thats my role. a Masculine role.

here's the thing though. back in the day before the genocide we worked in pairs. male and female. feminine and masculine.

the masculine and feminine counterpart are bonded and bound to eachother before they're ever born, then they're often born breach. backwards into a backwards world is forwards. they tend to do everything the hard way. the backwards way.

one that is amoral to bring about morality.

one that brings chaos to bring about order.

like a forest fire, we clear out the old and stagnant

making the earth fertile for new growth

and clearing the sky

so the sun and moon will shine upon them

clearing the way for what comes next.

we are the new people.

we are shaman.

we are sun and moon we are yin and yang.

we are medicine people.

we are daemons, angels, and people.

i will leave it to your intuition and intelligence to further look into what i have said here if that's what you want to do. i'm sure you can put together how this relates.

i'll bring this full circle and show you how this all relates in a willlddd ass deamonic fashion that'll make your skin tingle and your guts bubble and shit LMAO

i need to take a break and plus i don't want to make this article more lengthy and i'd rather just start on the next one. kk.

- Thunder in a Clear Sky.

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