White Star, Black Dawn: the Musings of a fallen angel.

 " Dreamthrower, Windcatcher, Snake Eater.. FIRE breather."  - thunder redfeather  I wander through past into facts and fiction to look for the truth i wont despise but from the day that i arrived... ive remained locked into this cage that has me terrified.  I wander through past into facts and fiction to look for the truth i wont despise Buried in a pretty red cardigan  In a shallow ugly grave covered by the dirt  That eroded from your pretty little lies And I stood at a distance Wishing a fiery death upon a star I could make you scream and peel away  Or heal the shame in your scars I knew the daunting impossibility  And endless red waves  A littany of endless hellish days to live through Just to taste the thoughts that hypothesize  Anything remotely like you Id die a million deaths  At infinite rates in a cycle that rips away The precious memories of your life  And never even meet you Just to know what it feels like To be cau...

too afraid to let go having me take on every false angel truly archons clocks within clocks. 12 of them once were we popped the 12 and made it loud and i went in the back door 11:11 - the other sovereign beings. the other zodiac signs. i wish i could truly know them but we move in silence and like a ghost into the fog i am not fond of the cosmiic and true violence i gave to them/ heres your fuckin crown. its like a fucking car bomb.   THERE. THATS YOUR FUCKIN "LIFE." There went your time, say goodbye, now leave here My fuse has expired, fucking die, just leave here Powerless stuck in your web of shit Open your eyes, you only play yourself Whoever's watching, I hope they catch the drift Collect your crown, you're now the queen of filth They're delusions, don't deny it Don't make this out to be something about you I've been scarred, fucking repulsed by this My only tale is one that I can't stand Now I've become this core of rotted will My heart ...