i am the inevitable anomaly.


too afraid to let go

having me take on every false angel

truly archons

clocks within clocks. 12 of them once were

we popped the 12 and made it loud and i went in the back door

11:11 - the other sovereign beings. the other zodiac signs.

i wish i could truly know them but we move in silence and like a ghost into the fog

i am not fond of the cosmiic and true violence i gave to them/

heres your fuckin crown. its like a fucking car bomb.

 THERE. THATS YOUR FUCKIN "LIFE."

There went your time, say goodbye, now leave here
My fuse has expired, fucking die, just leave here
Powerless stuck in your web of shit
Open your eyes, you only play yourself
Whoever's watching, I hope they catch the drift
Collect your crown, you're now the queen of filth
They're delusions, don't deny it
Don't make this out to be something about you
I've been scarred, fucking repulsed by this
My only tale is one that I can't stand
Now I've become this core of rotted will
My heart is black and I will now bounce back
There, say goodbye, just retire from the earth
You've been exiled, take your body elsewhere
There went your time, say goodbye, now leave here
My fuse has expired, fucking die, just leave here
Powerless stuck in your web of shit
Open your eyes, you only play yourself
Whoever's watching, I hope they catch the drift
Collect your crown, you're now the queen of filth
They're delusions, don't deny it
Don't make this out to be something about you
I've been scarred, fucking repulsed by this
My only tale is one that I can't stand
Now I've become this core of rotted will
My heart is black and I will now bounce back
There, say goodbye, just retire from the earth
You've been exiled, take your body elsewhere.
There is no music in your eyes.
only DEAD SILENCE.
as you plunge that kniife
into my spine.
so notify my next of kin
id rather be dead
and only satan makes us sin
but dont you fuckin love it
when we are spinning in his grin?
a black sun has scoured and cursed
the dead planet in my soul
im hanging beneath the nightmare
from all my visions and my blood you stole.
your noxious messenger rides on blight
the last ember is his guiding dead light
etching ever deeper
into the monochrome kaliedescopes
the cosmic sickness
is the fading haunting beauty
you created with the ugly blasphemies you spoke
but i remember those and all the lovely poems
that you wrote
stepping upon the dark side side
of this eden that we hated
the perfect skyline
shimmers
and i feel our path that ended
in my bones
bringing forth the empty hallways
of the home we'll never own
and all the beautiful synchronicities
and poems i wrote youll never know
now i struggle with the faunt
do i lie to these people
and claim it daunts me
or do i admit that i love the way you haunt me,
i love the way you h a u n t me.
and when i go back to the start
the true one will be there to launch me
up out of this haze... that im under,]
wake.. me.. UP.
(tsaaki spirit period aka midewi or the Lakota tend to call us siouxe. [post major kundalini.. id honestly call it a big kundalini flare bc that shit was crazy.)
In the haze of your light, we bathe and wane
You've surrounded our hearts again
You smother me in shapes, in a secret praxis
You've shown me your charms, revealed your name
Blow the clouds from your mouth again
And smother me in shapes, you'll reveal your secret side
Your light will fade and our hearts will sync in time
Your disguise will shift and rever
In the wake of your plume, we bathe and drink
You remind me of her again
Smother me in shapes and reveal your secret side
Your light will fade and our hearts will sync in time
Your disguise will shift and reverse
Priestess
Come down
Contact
Reach us
Go wild
I've chased your name
I've sailed all through space
Watch this
Come down
Teach us
The ropes
Your contact
It keeps us provoked
Remove your veil
Let me light you up
I'm on your team
Let's go
Face to face, light stare
My custom made nightmares
Armed with teeth in fashion
Now all we need is action
Complex
Priestess
Come down
Our contact
Reach us
Go wild
Remove your veil, every last one
I'm on your team
I'm the antidote
The rocket's taking off
Tonight,
It's time
Take me
I'll light you up
Take me
UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
fuck.
Hey, princess.
lay back in your chair
Show us your geometry.
And see if I stare.
Pink cigarette, white see-through dress
And a black and gold veil
Ornate headdress
my TEMPREST.
wield your staff
and weave your veil.
Vows...
Secrets..
WAKE me WHEN.
ITS-my-TURN-to-walk THROUGH.
im caught deep in your every curve
primed and ready
BEEN FIGHTING THESE BATTLES.
the war was always WON.
lift your veil-up now and
With the sound
formuLATTTEE.
as her WORDS DRAW YOU IN
our faith reconNECTS.
and our HEARTS
they COLLAPSE at the WORDS.
oh my god please come to me
in your glitz and your glam
place your heart down
sit-back
and WATCH.
this..
all thes ugly fucking
Blank features
vile creature.
COLLAPSE- AT
YOUR-
KNEES.
Vows...
Secrects..
WAKE me WHEN.
ITS-my-TURN-to-walk THROUGH.
dont turn AROOOUNNDDD!!
LOOK back and SEE IT.
just hang on
formulate
and dont believe
just be yourself.
dont. turn. around.
NOW LOOK BACK AND SEE IT!
we are enlightened
WE ARE ENGLITHENED!
we STARE
we behold.
WE COMMIT TO YOUR BEING.
so we belong.
WE BELONG.
deep in your perfect circle
forever trapped in your-GRACE.
wrapped in your prism prison walls
we will stay
we will stay
i know i know
that hateful spear will not MISS..
so bring me back around
to the front
IN DEATHS KISS.
we will not age
i have a mistake i must make
leaving every fiber of distortion
BURNING IN MY FUCKING WAKE
im so sorry i couldnt save you
i watched them tear you apart
over and over
THERE WASNT A FUCKING VIOLENT
CONCEPT AND BLOW
I HADNT GAVE.
i cant read the words
right in front of me
stretched across the bottom
swim or die
prosper and decay
time is all we have
dont give it all away
your life is limitless
i love being disastorous
in every way
YOU ARE THE BRIGHTEST star.
that i have ever seen
id be helpless with no shadow
that how much id hate to see you
FADE. FADE. FAAADDEEE.
fade.
this is the last of our age
this generation at an end
the jaguars at a heart
that did rend
its a book ive never wriitten
full of blatantly
bad insight
but we will be on
THE NEXT PAGE
there youll find out that i was right .
where the
sacred fire
will stil... l....
ra
g

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