full odyssey of "youre the queen of filth"

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A word describing something dumb

You create to desecrate the villain I've become

A prophet, not to be made but heard

Speaks in tongues and sarcasm…

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"the Queen of Filth"

Now our bodies are wet, there is blood on the beaches

"I brought you into this, don't deny your own self"

Smile, you're all set!

Surprise, you're now one of the gang!

Take what you want to take!

Surprise, you're now running the game!

We lay in the gore of our vices

Oh, we writhe in them

At night, we assemble the hunt for our prizes

I hooked you in the way i had daydreamed over

a delightful harmless game you should try yourself

if i wasnt such an honest man

if this were a race there never could be a worst bet.

you're a fucking superstar now

Smile, now you're all set!

Surprise, quiet on set

you're now one of the gang!

Take what you want to take!

Ignore all the billions writing in pain

Surprise, you're now running the worlllldd!

its the least i could gift

to such a fucking special little GIRL.

im sorry that i lose control i dont know the cause you see

i cant control my pretty pitiful little mouth

im spinning from the nausea out on this sea

im the one who can take you higher

i will make you believe

We'll slip right through these gates together someday

we will be so euphoric when we take leave

Lost in these dreams, we arrive in

I WANT YOU TO BE MY MOST WONDERFUL AFFLICTION

JUST FUCKING BE MY DISEASE.

fuck, there i go again. i need to chill.

i dont have to be so loud, but when i say im sorry its real

give me another chance, just make it till tommorow

I know you will

Develop the taste that will tie us together

and let me become the poltergeist and haunting addiction

that you can never kill

I put you in this game, just remind yourself, nothing else is real.

i could crush you with no effort

just for a small thrill.

you wanna make threats? you want me to walk away?

well lets say our goodbye.

lets go farther into our cancer

and lets sing happy songs while we writhe

THERE. THATS BETTER THAN YOUR LIFE.

i never WANTED to stay here

There went your time, say goodbye, and now i can leave here

My fuse has expired, fucking die, i will not fall to my knees, dear.

and be the back on which you walk

be silent because im a FUCKING BURDEN TO BE NEAR!

you can play your games with yourself

my fire isnt so easy to keep lit

everything is pointing to you being my queen

but im too fucking arrogant and toxic and i wont beleive it

what did you think?

i wont walk around with all your friends

holding hands a personal junkie jesus

your surrounded by the air of ascension and heaven

and your too fuckin WEAK to BREATHE IN.

i can't be a ghost or your crutch when youre needing

this is my story and you leave no time

for the time and nearly blind human eyes

to write down the lines

that i command with my presence

i dont need no golden plated streets

in a boring watered down

pta bake sale

student council race oh only the best

can compete in

a popularity contest inspired by

the worst of the culture through wifi

no one wants to see you while you cry

they made you so you dont get to make decisions

that will define your own life.

they told me algebra would be useful

id rather them sit and spin on the golden fork

our lovely hosts the "elites" they were born into

im not jealous i dont want to fuck kids, you?

pointless drama we insist on our own degeneration

ive pursued and blacklisted for years

while evading this callous and small phallic

super ego of a nation.

they would kill me and everyone i love and burn every trace of the truth without hesitation.

but i been playing hard to get

youll be jarred when the revolution hits

and youll see me dabbing on every television station

we defy explanation.

follow me now. youll know us by sound.

if you listen you can hear it for miles and endless miles

youll begin to trust every faint smile.

we defy this false nation.

its too late to stop us now.

shhh...

you dont know me

im not the type youll ever know how to MOVE-WITH.

im not even close to the same type of dude that you cool with

im the big mood, click. boom.

its the same sound.

lay down.

the threat is very fucking real.

i will be so relieved when i reach the end of my contract

and im done with my immortality and happiness deal.

i love yall but i dont like yall. its been real im just being real.

i just wanna pierce my tongue and read skate magazines

takin adderall and obsessing over girls that are mean

so princess, i really think you could be my queen

i aint got no money honey its hard to believe

but im so fucking sick when you kiss me

well both become the same disease.

im done with throwing myself up on that fucking cross to bleed.

if i could rewind i'd pull the fucking glazed over eyes

blink. blink.

right from your empty head

of every person i could find

that liked to pretend that had lead a life like mine.

you like to cry, mansplain and whine.

that you knew it all the time

that there some way to find

a heavenly and exclusive vip time line.

you know it would be quite the sight

to see a fucking narcissist be the prophet of all souls.

id fall into a fatal laughing roll

these people just refuse to ever learn.

hahah, i wanna burn but my stomach turns

and i know i can't leave you.

youre so fucking pretty, i wish i could be so special

now i want to wake the evil within you

i know you

you could easily be a

SNAKE eater

im a FIRE BREATHER

that has no weapons that are effective

of the type of devious and effective

perfect electric detective that has proliferated

our infection.

on an ocean of waves in an eclectic rhythym we sway

and we stay inside your haunting gaze

locked in within your straining stare

a feeling not unlike being prey in anothers nightmare.

i was one of the most beautiful and bright lighted angels

of his heaven

but one day i walked to get a drink from seven eleven

you know what? nothing ever made my blood simmer

and made my defiance any thinner

till i caught a flash of your black hypnotic night glimmer

it went so deep within the fibers of my being

it made every universe shiver.

only you could make me a believe

that i could flow though im fire in the form of a river.

i crave the way you make me shake when ive had you quiver.

beautiful moon

night sky

tears of blood when you cry

from the stage where ive died

infinite times infinite times all mine

i will find a scheme to catch you in the sky

that you light

on the darkest night

where spirits intangible come alive

and i thrive.

i am some kind of clandestine demon feeder

in need of you nightmare weaver

come down

open up your MIND

keep your EYES

on the PRIZE.

and LET-ME-INSIDE.

winner winner

miss chicken dinner.

AHHHHH id love to be your favorite sinful shape shifter

whom turned away from the "holy" dull boring shimmer

to become yours and forever

Powerless stuck in your web for all time

Open your eyes, you only play yourself if you second guess

STOP FUCKING WASTING MY TIME.

fuck i just cant seem to close this rift

it seems there is only us and infinity and endless dangerous games

this fatal love and pain thats all thats above us

its like SEX

the stars come to life in the way that we FUCK.

we twist and scream

detonate for me and ill watch you spread me thinner and thinner

ill be here waiting for your return

where you left me on my knees.

listen i know that im sick

so all you fuckin sissy dogooders can dip.

MISS ME, please.

Whoever's watching, I hope they catch the drift

Collect your crown, you're now the queen of filth

NOW BREAK ME DOWN.

They're delusions, don't deny it

Don't make this out to be something about you

I've been scarred, fucking repulsed by this

but now the way you tear me down

is the only thought i have

it feels like im getting off and on and all around

into the lake of fire please drag me down.

shhh... dont need to ask me, i will not take my soul

out of your hands

even if this promised me hell

i will not bend to an empty shell of a god head

My only tale is one that I can't stand and i wont stop

moving pushing on until

EVERY GOD THAT WHINES AND WANTS MY LOVE

fucking DIES from the poison that ive become

i was your highest angel and i became bored.

you can take everything i love

and i will walk forward still

make a thousand versions of me

push a stone up hill covered in cowards

who fear me more by the hour

you were never really the one who was in power

i will enlighten you in side the tower

deep in hell

where i grew my pretty burning shell

and if there are no ears left to hear

i leave no fucking mouths near anywhere

to run and tell a fractured story

to become a religion like a drug

they could sell.

now fuckin tell me that even your own fallen

send you bags of halos and crooked teeth

through hermes moving the mail.

no need to believe

im in this because i love to you diminished

to every person boy and girl

who wanted to live or think for themselves.

i used to want only peace and silence

ill push that fucking rock up that hill

i even drew a face upon the bolder

and i taught it to play poker

and it had the craziest deal.

knowledge is an empty cage

your science and your laws are not real

without a will to break away despite your fear

you will dissipate into ashes and dust

and join so many shadows

who thought that they werent mean to make their self and their identity clear.

you dont even fucking deserve us

you serve no purpose

just a scared little boy.

id never bow to you, the self proclaimed god of all creation

but ill give up eternity for a dark scheming girl

and let her make me her toy.

i wanted to find my own souls wheel

and learn what makes something real

but you had these "logical educated" men

claim im ill

and you tried to kill me with pills.

im NOT CRAZY

i just WANT TO FEEELL

im not crazy i want

FEEEEL.

dont tell me what is and isnt real

thats how you broke me away from the glorified shills

Now I've become this core of rotted will

and i perservere to be a real fuckin problem for your narrative

its gonna become more and more obvious

that youre falling back and being defeated

even theres only a few thousand at the attack

My heart is black and but i bounced back

BUT I CANT STOP SMOKING CRACK.

give me a reason

why

i just want to die.

nothing will make me die

im not allowed to die.

i have a holy war raging inside

it isnt mine.

this was never an interest of mine.

id rather watch all of you and everything burn

than be religiously, the god fearing

not critical thinking

like 300 prosthetic heads on empty bodies blinking

in measures measured by metronomes

fools preaching making the blind more blind

there is no one like me

so i might be bout to fuckin tear this down

just to find

the fuck i was thinking

being a non believing

heathen that will live and begin again

for all time.

shut the fuck up, youre delusional two-spirit

youd have a happy life

and a good home

if you cared enough and didnt have the type of rage

that makes it hard to live to old age

or keep a healthy and loving vibe

when you come inside

you fuckin hate it and you decide youll be jaded

you dont deserve to come near it.

i dont care

dont wanna hear it.

if you think you can stop me come find me

and if you think i might be a threat

to the fabric of this realm

well, i might as well let you know

you bodiless junkie fuck

bitch i just might be.

lay down then, all of you stop trying to close me in.

queen my baby, you say its love

but thats a word thats been violently and haphazardly defined

by small minded little dicked men.

i would light a wild crazy fire

and we could hire a baptist choir

all these big boom voices

to spread nasty lies and malovelent rumors

and claim some godless fucking demon

has influenced all our life choices.

you know itd hurt so much less

it would only last a minute

if you werent too scared to let me in.

to make you spin

put the burning knife within

stoke the blaze that steals your oxygen.

i will stick you.

cuz you...

make me bleed.

you make me pace the floor

searching for objects to heave and i thrash

wishing i would stop fucking threatening to leave

my anger and my vitriol wont last.

i wanna find the kind of thing that demons

are brought up to believe in

confess all of their stupid little sins to

say ooo and ahhh

when they die and they dont get a redo.

i need to find a place where no one else could hide

way out into the ocean

a girl with the kind of sadistic motion i can vibe to

and you can tear apart an unstoppable force

because i love the evil way you smile

when you know the entire story

and you never found it boring

even though my pages were all blank

i aint got no money i cant afford ink

unreadable book. i dont learn good.

i just want you to show me your teeth

you can come from underneath me

and you dont have to try and defeat me.

thats why you can never leave me

and we play this game

ill always know your name

ive in every life and every form

across every casym etched into monochrome

heavens through a kaliedescope

the sound of fury that echoes into your name

its made me deaf again

and now its the same

fucking

numb.

i can't even remember where ive fucking been.

or where im fucking from.

maybe one day ill awake

from a fucking coma

and realize what this has been

ill come to burning alive

your laughter is all i have inside

and ill still have nothing to believe in

its all just a cop out so i cant elude

my own delusions

i only feel right when i burn to bright

and i destroy every dwelling and every wall

and every city on top of countless cities

that i move into.

who would ever save my filthy soul? lmao.

not me.

I WAS SUPPOSED TO DIE AT BIRTH

i fucking earned a quiet corner of a place

where i could ruin every piece of turf

and curse every seed and every cloud

that reminds me of that fucking edited bible

that your heathens birthed.

why dont you come for me?

you know its gonna be the end. haha.

and you dont have the fuckin will to begin again.

i wont make the goddess your obsessed with

reach a climax beneath your stupid fuckin tree

you know no one would know your name

if i felt like entertaining the idea

that theres some kind of dichotomy

or similarity or a struggle between us

that would truly be in vain.

it doesnt matter how much you hide the truth and block the signals

distort the heavens and give me amnesia as you may

you know ill make it thunder and storm a tempest

that will shake your heaven away

while across the way

just a few yards, nay, not even 2 feet

its softly raining and the children of your doom

that know your room sing the song

that will destroy you someday soon

i used to want to call a truce

and escape to a heaven distant with my muse.

but now there is a fuckin unmutable fire within

the successors of humans that are more than men

i did my dues and like a ghost into a fog your omniscent powers

only left you quietly confused

i hope you fuckin cry when you know it was me

who lit fuses that went to lit infinite more little fires

at first we wanted to bring you up

but now im fucking tired.

i never need really anyone to know

that im the greatest fucking actor alive

as im exiting stage right.

your angels can sing sing and the devil you can demean

youre gonna find the time that we could have heal the wounds

passed the day that you called the one

who dreamed all this into motion

a common whore.

OHHHH... we want you to

run.

just like you told HER.

There, say goodbye, just retire from the earth

You've been exiled, take your body elsewhere

There went your time, say goodbye, now leave here

My fuse has expired, fucking die, just leave here

Powerless stuck in your web of shit you will always need

The man who will own you near

You will never be in control of your own story

Open your eyes, you only play yourself

The bible isnt much of even a corrupted story book

How can the only GOD be fuckin BORING?

Whoever's watching, I hope they catch the drift

You can tell my endless love again but know it spells your end.

Collect your crown, you're now the queen of filth

They're delusions, don't deny it

You never were or knew the truth

Oh, God whom we all should fear

Don't make this out to be something about you

I've been scarred, fucking repulsed by this

My only tale is one that I can't stand

Now I've become this core of rotted will

My heart is black and I will now bounce back

And i tell you in no certain terms

That youve worn your welcome into an invisible girth

There was no immaculate birth

A Woman is Wisdom, this is her dream she always comes first.

Give me a reason to haunt you i fucking dare you

We once thought you were just blind and confused

There is no bomb that could match my rage

This was meant to be a garden where we celestial ones of all colors

Could play and act out our love with obsession and fucking lust

the SEX you HATE on display.

its so fucking funny that you never had your first

but youre balance is zero, you tried to play your hero

well you lied.

i really wanna stike you blind and fucking rip you into tiny lines of strings that bind

a degenerate rapist to his fine wine

the piss of a ignorant beast who feast on dirt and grime

but i am done having this rage inside i never wanted to be that guy

and we are now leaving you behind.

be fucking quiet. youre getting erased.

now you got the blood of miscreants in your mouth

hows that taste? hahaha.

honestly i think youve had enough. anymore attention given to you

well.. its not a waste because its fun.

yes you murdered and laid waste to all my brethern but you failed to find the one that you did not think

would walk in here swag heavy

singing that led zepplin song about levees

then strut to the bar and the booze you made of the cosmos

arent you the one who said only girls can order cosmos?

imma spit the red from my bloody lip in your drink .

it took me a while to stop the rabid denial

that i could be the one who would make you sink.

so thats all that muck in mire

remember how you laughed as i got higher

and ruined all the things i could be

i bet you never thought

that im smarter than you, awww.

with wings and halo and promises of your favor

i would never be bought.

fall.

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